tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post8949013960483101416..comments2021-10-21T12:08:36.864-05:00Comments on I'm Just A Girl In The World: Post Twilight DepressionAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11963250164801090930noreply@blogger.comBlogger136125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-42649854129284919562013-05-14T17:25:00.099-05:002013-05-14T17:25:00.099-05:00I never understood what all the long lines for twi...I never understood what all the long lines for twilight were. I just couldn't get into it.. & all this started in 2008. Here it is... 2012 & Finally one night ABC had a special and nothing else was on. I sat down--& decided to give it a go. I couldn't even tear my eyes away from the screen. After watching it.. I went and bought the rest of the movies and watched them all in one day might I add. After watching them, its like I cant get it off of my mind. Granted, you all went through this & are probably on to bigger & better things now. Thank you all for posting here, because it has really been helpful to myself, just knowing that I am not the only one who has had those feelings of depression, feeling like there is so much more & I haven't even touched on it at all yet. Surely, I was born for more than this.. surely--I wasn't mean to be born in a small town, & die in that small town? I have NEVER had anything touch me in the way this has.. Its insane..Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-42895399374922714302012-07-15T17:33:22.700-05:002012-07-15T17:33:22.700-05:00It's the middle of 2012 and you're still g...It's the middle of 2012 and you're still getting comments!!!! I just can't wait for BD II...I'm also depressed...thinking constantly about the Twilight saga and the characters; especially Bella and Edward and how much they love each other (read all the books, watched all the films, keep watching clips on Youtube daily, listen to the songs!!)Can't wait to get another fix in November!!! Can't wait...I find myself listening to Bella's lullaby written by Carter Burwell all the time...I detach from reality instantly and wish I was Bella and led the exciting life she lives and had the things she has...I mean they don't have to work, the Cullens are surrounded by all the lavish extravagances of the world and are so perfectly powerful and boy do they spoil her!!! Arrrghhhhh! This has really messed up my head!!!! Damn- and I'm 30!!! Married with 1 toddler and a reputable career. Man I need a life!! lol :D From what I've gathered after reading some of the posts, I'm not the only one and that's kind of reassuring :) Thanks guys for sharing your thoughts and for making me feel somewhat better!Twilight Crazy!https://www.blogger.com/profile/17242858799597339212noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-50068094213013994202011-12-31T00:03:06.680-06:002011-12-31T00:03:06.680-06:00You know,
this is all so interesting. We all post ...You know,<br />this is all so interesting. We all post our feelings of "how glad we are that we are not alone," however, what we fail to understand is the meaning of this blog. <br />We don't want Twilight to be out of our lives,<br />but we don't want to live in false fantasies which are ruining some of your relationships(from what I've read, there were many). I'll admit it now, I haven't read the books, but I have watched the movies and got that same feeling of "detachment from reality." At first, it reminded me of what I felt when the Harry Potter series came out and how sad I was that I couldn't possibly go to Hogwarts. The HP series, though, didn't have that passionate life where the vampires, plus appealing werewolves can sweep a regular human(girl; a.k.a: Bella) even if she had some boring messed up life.<br />They show us a world of caring and compassion, while bringing the excitement of adrenaline and blood. <br />Okay, so what I'm saying is that all of it seems perfectly awesome. Yeah, even if they suffer, but we're not looking properly. <br />What I mean is simply that all the things done are in fact real. No, not the blood sucking immortals, but the idea of that. Yes, even the idea of empowerment.<br />So here is my theory:<br />Bella is in fact the girl or boy I suppose), who gets attention for her looks at school, but then, doesn't see how she can connect to them the same way as they do to her. As sad as this could sound, you can compare that at times wit family. They adore you and wish for the best, but you just don't feel like you belong.<br />Then she meets Edward, oh yeah, he's the big shot. THE ONE, at least she thinks. He watches her at night, or emails her, looks at his high school pictures before he sleeps. He shows her his world, just like that guy would show you how he lives his life and open up a new world, yes, just for you. Trust me, he's human, but it's NOT your world until he shares it with you.<br />There's Jacob too you know, that guy that makes you unsure, even if he's the one that may not like you, he's the one that confuses you love with "Edward." <br />I know it all sounds crazy, but that how you know you can live your own Series. Maybe not the one you see in movies, but the one you can see through eyes and flesh. Through light of day, through dark of night, and even through the heart you possess. <br />Let me know if this helped you or if it was just plainly insane. I'd appreciate to know that for me too, there's a world for me to discover with my werewolf <3 and vampire <3.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-24691823089444011162011-12-27T11:21:10.671-06:002011-12-27T11:21:10.671-06:00this is so crazy. like we all have this in common....this is so crazy. like we all have this in common. im 14 and i feel depressed. like i cant move on with my life.i want the love that bella and edward share sooo bad. i look at some of the guys at my school and they dont come close to someone like edward. i tell my friends that i want to be a vampire and be like bella. they dont get it. how i feel. i feel crazy.. thats for sure. but im glad to know im not alone. i watched all 3 of the movies each weekend for like the past 2 months. im ordering a edward cullen cut out that is too expensive but i cant resist. i feel like waking up and seeing him there will make me feel better. gee do i feel stupid but it feels good to get out the truth. i listen to alllll the music from the movies all the time. infact im listening to one right now... spot light. by mutemath. im addicted. help. my heart is heavy.jessssssshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06363079185193156296noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-44642435090847479422011-11-24T14:31:08.967-06:002011-11-24T14:31:08.967-06:00Thankyou guys, after reading through all your comm...Thankyou guys, after reading through all your comments you've really helped- nice to know there's loads of fellow crazy married 30somethings out there who are all pining after something outside of the ordinary, just watched BD part 1 last night, knowing that I'd feel really down after watching it, now going to make a conscience effort to distance myself and stop dwelling on twilight as it's just not healthy for a novel/film to have such an impact on so many people's lives. I believe that the books and movies release, spaced so far apart is what makes it worse, always waiting months up to a year for the next 'fix'. I've had enough of feeling gloomy, off to do something non twilighty and something a bit more constructive. Good luck and positive thoughts for you all xI Wish I Was in Thailandhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15548034879303327373noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-25451988611856872692011-11-24T09:48:41.046-06:002011-11-24T09:48:41.046-06:00well 2 years later and you stiil have a new commen...well 2 years later and you stiil have a new comment!<br />i commented 2 years ago when I saw the first movie before I read the books and the summer that i read the first book, the fall that i read the rest and saw new moon drove me ABSOLUTELY CRAZY..it changed my life...and I thought that after reading breaking dawn i gave myself an intervention to ignore all twilight things so i could become okay with it..and i thought i was over it.. here i am 2 years later and its back.i'm back from seeing twlight:breaking dawn part 1... and i am in complete tears because it wa so beautiful...at first i thought i would be okay with it, because the movies are usually bad..but this one was so.. beautiful..and it restarts my obssesion with finding a soulmate...and fantasy... in my mind i move in between the world of fantasy and reality..and focusing one or the other for too long drives me mad..into a state of depression.. i wish that in my mind i could be okay with whats around me.. but i'm not im loosing it. but i can't tell anyone because no one understands and i can't afford medical help.i wish that i was bella swan and that was my life...that book is so addicting,obsessive and depressing..you know why? because there is no real serious consequences for your actions really... you get to be picked by this beautiful immortal man who loves you unconditionally, with a rich family and your real family who loves you, wolves who fight for you and you get the gift of youth,beauty,perfection and immortality for all time. how is that not perfect? with other supernatural romance or stories you usually have your whole family killed off, or you can't walk in the sunlight or spend your whole life looking for that the cure to escape "your curse", or your bound to tormented state or have some arch enemy of evil (harry potter) who kills your family and friends...this is where my obsession with not growing older comes in at.. i like the age i am i want to stay it.. but since you can't die and come back i dont want to die.. unless there is another world...that is as if not more beautiful than what i just saw an hour ago. the real world is fucked up place..a worthless ..doomed place.. and sometimes it becomes all too much to take...i have to pull it togetehr before anyone sees how much this is destroying me...any fantasy is beautiful than this world..even dark fantasies..as much as i love the books i honestly wish it never got published or i had chose a less damaging franchise like to follow. this one screwed me..i wish stephenie meyer hadn't had that dream.god how pathetic am i? its not even edward cullen part that gets me..its the whole premise of having a perfect world that gets me.this amazing world that so perfect, so intoxicating that its not fair it doesn't exist at all. family,youth,love,immorality,beauty,perfection,power,money..everything we all have been searching for since the beginning of history.LaRonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09857325403898916596noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-87540715471234046892011-11-17T22:22:50.228-06:002011-11-17T22:22:50.228-06:00I am about to say something, and I am not saying t...I am about to say something, and I am not saying this from a great height or trying to be holier-than-thou. I have been depressed…seriously depressed. I have tried “escaping” from my depression through fantasy books. It wasn’t Twilight, but it still created those feelings of escape and excitement for me. I know that doesn’t last, though. I can say that it does help to get away from that addiction by distancing yourself from it. Read other books and purposefully distance yourself. <br /><br />What I want to say though is I don't think I can be silent after seeing all these stories...they're all saying basically the same thing...<br /><br />A lot of you feel there is no real true love or "magic" in the world. <br /><br />If you're willing to read these books, which are fiction, and put yourselves through this very large and sometimes dangerous emotional ride, all I ask is that you give God a chance.<br /><br />What is better, to have a fantasy 'relationship' with a vampire, or to have a real, loving relationship with the God of the universe?<br /><br />A lot of fans feel that Edward is “perfect.” Obviously we know he’s fictional and none of us are perfect. But God IS perfect and his standard for us is perfection. He is accessible to us, through His Son who took OUR punishment, because He is perfect and we are not. He is the only one that is perfect. And it's real, not fiction. <br /><br />In Twilight, Edward doesn't want to hurt Bella even though he struggles with the urge to kill her and eat her blood. But Jesus died on a cross. He DIED. For us. Because the punishment for not living up to God’s standard is death. Then He rose again to prove He was God. That’s true love, true sacrifice. <br /><br />You can think that's fiction if you want, but all I’m saying is give Him a chance if you don’t know Him already. Search it out, research the claims...please. God says that if we truly seek him with our whole heart, we will find Him. <br /><br />Turn around, change your mind, give your life to Him and see if He doesn’t bring you true joy, peace and meaning in your life. Just give Him a chance. If you have a Bible read the gospel of John first. <br /><br />That's all I ask.<br /><br />Thank you for reading this and for being real with each other.Tiffanyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06616450329841650675noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-20240603413891891822011-09-21T12:26:48.905-05:002011-09-21T12:26:48.905-05:00I've actually only read the first book, Twilig...I've actually only read the first book, Twilight, and that was about two years ago... i had seen the movie first, about a year before, and I fell in love with it, but immediately after, I was extremely depressed that whole weekend. The depression continued, and I just couldn't get Edward out of my head,until finally I came to terms with myself, and said "it's just a movie". But then a year later, I finally read Twilight, and the book was sooo addicting that I couldn't put it down. And again, I became so depressed by it! I don't know why. I just wished that I could be living in Forks and have an exciting romance with a dangerous vampire. I also felt like I could relate to Bella, but I think that was Stephanie Meyer's goal, to create a female lead that every girl could put themselves in her place.<br /><br />Seeing as how my family made fun of Twilight, I didn't want to tell any of them that I was now in love with it. So I stopped after reading the first book, and then I came across Midnight Sun, which was AMAZING!!! I actually think I may like it better than Twilight; I find Edward's point of view to be fascinating... and i became obsessed again, looking up at the trees when going for walks, wondering if Edward might possibly be watching me from the shadows(childish, I know, and I'm also probably starting to sound insane)<br /><br />Anyways, recently I saw the trailer for the movie Breaking Dawn, and I really wanted to finish the books. (I've already seen the movies, and I know what all happens thanks to my sister who read them all awhile back). I just read Midnight Sun again, and I figured I should start from the beginning, so I began to read Twilight again, and the depression is back! I seriously think I need help! It's just whenever I'm reading I get so absorbed into the book, and then coming back to reality is quite depressing. <br /><br />So I know I've kind of gone on rambling now, but like everyone else, I am so glad that I saw this!! None of my friends seem to get depressed by the books or movies, all though some of them were in love with it too, so this makes me feel better. However, I still think that the Twilight saga has slowly started to take away my sanity lol Let's just hope someday we'll all be able to find our Edward (or Bella lol).Razzle Dazzlehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08540635328409952944noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-21242717879883119752011-07-19T09:15:34.923-05:002011-07-19T09:15:34.923-05:00Wow im so glad i have found this, i thought i was ...Wow im so glad i have found this, i thought i was going insane, feeling so depressed after watching the twilight films. I just feel so empty and sad and hate the thought that i will never have a love as strong and intense as bella & edwards. Then i think to myself get a grip this isnt real but its not sinking in :( I cant wait until november when breaking of the dawn is out at the cinema.Triciahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01266130300155450083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-35803341953573788422011-07-09T22:36:29.808-05:002011-07-09T22:36:29.808-05:00Thank Godness I am not the only one who feels that...Thank Godness I am not the only one who feels that way... This Saga has changed my life so much, it depresses me the way it ends, but it also give me hope since Stephenie Meyer doesn't really talk about the future. Which leads me to believe she might write one more novel hopefully<3<br /> I have seem the movies & read the books again and again... But nothing seems to help.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-67620461745040706002011-04-11T14:28:05.588-05:002011-04-11T14:28:05.588-05:00Wow. I hate to restate what others have said, but...Wow. I hate to restate what others have said, but I'm 40, happily married to my true soul mate with two gorgeous children. I watched the movies first because of a stupid sitom that mentioned the series. I read Breaking Dawn after watching the 3rd movie and had to start all over because it was all too moving. I went back and read all four books in under one week. I couldn't put them down. I could literally read them over and over again. But while I was getting pulled into the story, I'm become more and more depressed, wondering why I'm crying for no apparent reason. my husband is trying to console me. I don't know what to think and I'm too embarrassed to mention it to anyone else. At my age, I feel I've already made the choices Bella is making and if I had to do them over again, I would make the same choices, but there is something very meloncholy in these books for me as I look at my life now. It doesn't help either that Robert Pattinson is so hot! :-)<br /><br />Anyway, it's nice to be able to share with others who feel the same.¿Que pasa chica?https://www.blogger.com/profile/02323865952963903684noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-8650122937696070392011-03-14T18:12:59.149-05:002011-03-14T18:12:59.149-05:00I've read all the comments and I feel exactly ...I've read all the comments and I feel exactly the same - very sad and deeply depressed, feeling that there is no true love in the world...<br />I'm 28, happily (or so I thought I were) married with no children. I have two bachelors degrees and are very close to getting my CPA designation. I've read tons of classical English, French and Russian literature, but I've never met a book yet that would had such an impact on the way I perceive live.<br />First time while I was reading Twilight and New Moon last year, during my CPA exams, I've noticed that I couldn't concentrate on my studies, but just was sinking into depression, due to the books. I stopped reading and went ahead with the studies. I start reading the series again this year and depression hit really hard this time. Like every other person on that blog I now question my relationship with my husband (who truly is a great man, for a human (wow, that is sad and pathetic, can't believe I wrote it)... The worst thing... I know that even if I were single again, I would never meet man like Edward... Simply because he doesn't exist in this world... I don't care about vampires really, it's just this pureness, absolute perfection and unconditional, true love that is impossible to exist in our wold that is killing me...<br />This books are like drugs, I want to read them again and agin just to get a glimpse of that perfection, to escape our corrupt and materialistic world, but I hate depression that follows afterwords...<br />I've thought a lot about possibility of finding true love but the more I think about it, the more I'm sure it is impossible. Love and passion wears off, even for happily married couple, it becomes more of a settled love (like the love you feel for your parents), friendship and partnership, it's nowhere close to the love Edward and Bella have. And your husband will never be perfect like Edward Cullen is... Realization of the fact that there is no true soulmate for you in this world is just killing... I wish I would not have such a fragile inner self, it would be so much easier to be thick-skinned and not to have all these feelings...<br />Oh, and yes, I felt that love once, that Bella had for Edward, when I was 18; the guy left me in a year. It took me 10 years to get really free of feelings for him... I would never want to be together with him again, but I will never forget the love that I felt... That brings me back again to the thought that there is no true love out there, no "forever" for two people... I feel like I'm just settling on something, something that is OK, but is not even close to what I would want to have...Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02241388686361424335noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-76100211401892352102011-03-12T14:10:51.284-06:002011-03-12T14:10:51.284-06:00I read many comments, and i have to admit that man...I read many comments, and i have to admit that many of you precisely described the feelings, that appear after seeing Twilight films or reading books.I mean the pointless life we live comparing to twilight and the feeling of emptiness. Just don't give into the depression .. I'm 16 and i have almost got over it (it took only few days).Of course i'm waiting for last part to come on screens (i haven't read the book yet as well). But it's not such an obsession anymore (hope i won't feel the same again after seeing/reading the last part lol).<br />I guess i got over it because i found reasons of the obsession. The Twilight life comparing to our daily routine is so thrilling isn't it?Specially the mix of wampires that feel sentiment, passionate love between undead and a human girl, the perfection of their life as we see it,sacrificing in order to save your love (that's incredibly beautiful) and of course moving instrumental part in right moments make us want to live their life, first we feel sad and once we realize that it's unattainable we become depressed.<br />Try to hang out with friends that couldn't accidentally insult you (depressed people are way more sensitive). And for gods sake don't keep thinking about twilight nor watch or read it more than once. You will get over it for sure.<br /><br />P.S. Hope you got the thought, English is my 3rd language though.Chordhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15697781155210437359noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-34140313423936193282011-03-03T04:18:14.905-06:002011-03-03T04:18:14.905-06:00snickers said:
hmmmmm well i feel very stupid at t...snickers said:<br />hmmmmm well i feel very stupid at the moment, cuz all of u say"u need to get distance from the book or anything related to it" and when i finished the series i somehow "twilighted" my world like everything around me is now "twilight-ish". i play the piano and now all i play is the twilight soundtracks, i'm very good at drawing and all i draw is twilight posters i read the series twice and now i'm depressed i haven't talked to my friends for a while or gone out of the house, i even haven't showered for 4 days!(because i was busy re-reading) and i'm always thinking about twilight.so my mum's angry with me my friend's r angry with me and i really stink. PLEASE give me some advice i tried to read other books but they all now seem silly and insegnificant.please anyone reply to my comment and don't go like"get a life" cuz i have one and i admit that i sound very pathetic so no need to mention that too :D(i'm 13 by the way)Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11518307531895337423noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-32890961914885503462011-02-01T03:16:23.555-06:002011-02-01T03:16:23.555-06:00Hi guys. Just like everyone of you I too have been...Hi guys. Just like everyone of you I too have been trapped in this fog of depression. I felt like there is no magic, no true love in this world that I live in. Everything that I had built up until now was worth nothing, my relationship was dull in comparasion to what I now knew. I even considered quitting my dream education because I felt like there was no meaning, at all. I felt like my life had no meaning if something extraordinary didn't happen to me, the way it did to Bella. And the pain of knowing that such a thing will never happen in our world, that our world is all about money, pollution, war and popularity. It makes me sick, still, but I'm finding my way out. I hated myself for starting reading these books, but at the same time I'm glad I did. I think I can live on with this.<br /><br />If you have this depression, and want to talk to someone who has experienced it (and still do in a way), maybe I can help you get over it. At least, it helps to talk to someone, so please don't hesitate to email me on marieeklundh@hotmail.com<br /><br />Love MaryMariehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03038360546270836777noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-84536697788445334382011-01-18T14:39:24.109-06:002011-01-18T14:39:24.109-06:00This comment has been removed by the author.Gatz Photographyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03939247730119577064noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-12374486451169568242011-01-15T20:37:28.819-06:002011-01-15T20:37:28.819-06:00I always re-read the series when I get sad so that...I always re-read the series when I get sad so that it will take me out of my own life bu the fix is only temporary, like a drug, and then it wears off and I'm worse off than I started. I cry sometimes thinking of how much I want to be Bella or at least have a love like hers and be surrounded by a family like the Cullens. I should have never read the series. Their impossibly perfect life sickens me and makes me so depressed. Guys are such scum bags now these days. I always dreamed of having a marriage like that of my parents but Edward and Bella set the bar so high, how can anyone compare?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-32547358717090187182010-11-22T19:32:05.970-06:002010-11-22T19:32:05.970-06:00I also have this strange Twilight depression. I ju...I also have this strange Twilight depression. I just saw Twilight and New Moon two days ago, and ever since then I have been questioning everything about my life. I am 33 with a loving and devoted husband and three beautiful daughters. I just started my own business a year ago, so I am doing what I want in life. I thought I was happy, but now I feel like something is missing. I know that the *Spark* goes out a bit after being married for awhile, as those butterflies only happen in anticipation of new experiences with a new love. I am now realizing that the love my husband and I share will never be anything like Edward and Bella's love. This is so sad. He doesn't say things like Edward does, or look like Edward, or protect me like Edward does Bella. He went to such extremes for her. The realization that things could be different, could be better-makes me feel sad. I also think that this has to do with the fact that none of us know for sure what happens after death. As a Christian, I want to believe that heaven exists. But, there is the possibility that it doesn't. We just go about the motions day to day here on earth (which is really boring). In that world, there is the possibility of living forever. A forever love like Edward and Bella's is what we all deeply desire, but can't have. This is real life, and our world is cruel and hard. Forever is not an option...This has really shaken me.Kara Irvinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15313993013872850695noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-37800395495082440362010-11-09T10:28:33.766-06:002010-11-09T10:28:33.766-06:00I kno how u guys feel
its to the point where I'...I kno how u guys feel<br />its to the point where I've consider suicide.<br />I've thought that i would end up in my own twilight world.<br />sigh<br />I just couldn't hurt everyone i know by doing thatEmilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04750650181761773356noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-38484563715979434772010-09-23T11:52:32.551-05:002010-09-23T11:52:32.551-05:00Hi guys, I posted a few post up and want to give e...Hi guys, I posted a few post up and want to give encouragement, the feeling goes away, I am rereading them, but do not have that hopeless feeling anymore, its finally just an escape for me for a little while, I love the story, but I can take it for what it is, and that is a beautiful love story.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06211779125818578874noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-77128293206248548792010-09-14T13:37:36.220-05:002010-09-14T13:37:36.220-05:00I'm 15 i read the books in less than a week, i...I'm 15 i read the books in less than a week, i reading them again now :] Ever since i read them i feel like my life is pointless,lifeless and boring. My friends keep asking me whats wrong cause they keep have to repeat what they say to me; even then i dont really listen i'm to busy thinking/staring into spacce. I'm not even 16 and i feel old; i dont want to grow old. I feel like i'm insane i want vampire to be real, thats not a normal feelingg :S i want some one like edward cullen <3 not gonna happen ever :/ I feel like my life is not real, that i belong in the book, if anyone understands me; i dont even understand myself these days. i know i'm only a teenager and most people will think i'm crazy but still. I either seem to be talking to myself a lot recently i didnt use to. I wish i never read the books, if it makes me feel like this all the time. I use to laugh and talk all the time and now i have to force myself to smile. Sometimes i hear songs on the tv and it makes me want to cry i have no idea why :/ most days now i just sit there doing nothing, i hate it :/Jordanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10601449702709288399noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-90049764698320783052010-08-21T22:20:02.703-05:002010-08-21T22:20:02.703-05:00I am 56 and just finished the Twilight series. I ...I am 56 and just finished the Twilight series. I too find myself depressed and wishing for more! My daughter told me this would happen once I finished all the books but I didn't believe her. I felt I was too old and too experienced in life to get upset over four books....I was totally wrong! Human men do not seem to have the passion that these two monsters Edward & Jacob possess. In fact, men in general are pretty depressing compared to the monsters! It will be difficult for me to move forward now that I know this kind of LOVE could happen if only I were a vampire!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-56453711737070264322010-08-10T19:59:05.118-05:002010-08-10T19:59:05.118-05:00Thank you all for these comments, I am new to the ...Thank you all for these comments, I am new to the twilight obsession, as I just watched Twilight about 2 weeks ago, then had to have the books and then bought New Moon and been to see Eclipse a couple of times. Right now I am reading Breaking Dawn and feel the same depression you all are talking about. I am obsessed, if I am not watching one of the movies, then I am reading the books, if I am not doing either of those then I am googling anything twilight related. I am crushing on Robert Pattinson something seriously, and I have not felt this way since my teenage yrs. I am 33 and married with 2 kids, and like you all I feel like I am missing out on life, all because of this book, its so hard to explain to my hubby because he just doesn't understand. He just says its just a book but it is so much more to me, I feel I know these characters and actually care about them, how crazy is that lol. But you all have made me realize I am not alone in this madness, and I am hoping that next year I can go to a twilight convention yeah I got it bad.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06211779125818578874noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-60344394138040002222010-08-02T22:25:31.989-05:002010-08-02T22:25:31.989-05:00I'm way behind on the whole Twilight mania. I ...I'm way behind on the whole Twilight mania. I always assumed it was a teenager thing and wasn't interested. Boy was I wrong. (I'm a 28 year old married mother of one.)<br /><br />About a month before Eclipse came to theaters my husband caught the first movie on TV one day while I was out. When I got home he said he was super pissed at himself because he watched Twilight and actually liked it. I laughed and kinda made fun of him and left it at that for a week or so. Then, one day it came on TV again so I figured since he liked it, I might as well give it a try. I almost wish I hadn't. I am now OBSESSED. <br /><br />I immediately bought all the books and anything else Twilight related that piqued my interest. The books are amazing, and the movies personify them so much. I am obsessed with all of it. Edward and Bella's intensely deep love. The Cullen family and how special they are. I just love Charlie and his dry sense of humor. And, despite being 100% on Team Edward, I still love Jacob and all the wolves. That whole family is just as close as the Cullens are. <br /><br />Why can't real life be like this? I question everything in my life now. It is very reassuring to know that I'm not the only one feeling this way. I'm through the first two books, and will be starting Eclipse tonight. I put off reading them because I was AFRAID to after seeing the movies. But I HAVE to. I have to get it out of my system and then hopefully I'll be able to move on until Eclipse comes out on DVD. Ugh. Part of me can't wait and the other part dreads it. I experienced a love similar to Edward and Bella's when I was a teenager (minus the whole vampire thing of course!) The passion, the intensity, the longing, the butterflies, everything. How you couldn't help but smile when that person came into view. It was amazing. But, he broke up with me after two years (so obviously it was just one sided), but still. That pain that Bella went through in New Moon. I know exactly how that feels. So this whole thing brought that back for me. And made me realize, I think, that I just settled for my husband. I love him, but I don't think I'm IN love with him. I feel HORRIBLE about it. We weren't 100% fine before Twilight so I know that Twilight isn't the only cause of this, but I think it's made me realize that my relationship is seriously lacking. But I'm afraid to leave my husband. I'm a stay at home mom of a 21 month old. I do have a Bachelor's Degree, so I'm sure I would eventually find a job, but it wouldn't be easy. And my husband really is a good guy. But I think he deserves his own Edward and Bella relationship as much as I do or as anyone else does. I just don't know. Ugh. Why oh why did I ever have to get into this Twilight thing. I swear it's a curse. The Twilight Curse. But I'm so in love with it that I can't stop. It's like MY own personal brand of Heroin (yeah, yeah, totally cheesy, but I couldn't help it, and this whole SITUATION is totally cheesy!) Somebody just shoot me now. Urrrggghhh!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2345179242212933025.post-25325695654154476202010-07-12T23:06:44.123-05:002010-07-12T23:06:44.123-05:00To the commenter above:
If you are so enlightened ...To the commenter above:<br />If you are so enlightened by this series then why the fake blog name and how did you come across this post in the first place?Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11963250164801090930noreply@blogger.com